December BlUeS and TuNeS

It's a few days before the new year...wow. And at the moment I just feel so under achieved or something. I keep asking myself 'am I any different then who I was last year?' and the answer is obviously and 100% yes but still am I different in the ways I wanted to be?? Sigh...well maybe it's just the December blues getting to me or the lack of vitamin d but today has been...dissapointing in the least. BUT I'm still smiling and I'm taking everything one breath at a time :)
So on a happy note here's a few lyrics to my top two songs :)
First is Headstrong by trapt-Circling your, circling your, circling your head,
Contemplating everything you ever said
Now I see the truth, I got doubt...Back off I’ll take you on
Headstrong to take on anyone
I know that you are wrong. Headstrong I'll take you on.

Aaaand Mr. Know it all by Kelly Clarkson-
Well ya, ya like to bring me down, don't you?
But I ain't laying down, baby, I ain't goin' down
Nobody's gonna make a fool out of me
Baby, you should know that I lead not follow
Oh you think that you know me, know me
You don't know a thing about me <3


Aww Music speaks when the person cannot :) so true :)
Well.... even though today wasn't the best Tommorrow is s new chance to smile anew and redeem today :) night night Yo :) sweet dreams :)

Kisses of many Colors

I thought that the title kisses of many colors was cute and fun :) the reasons behind it is 1 im a teenage girl who wouldnt mind having her first kiss around the holidays :) and 2 theres so much color and happiness in my life its crazy!!! :)
Its the middle of December and a light layer of snow is covering EVERYTHING! okay okay thats a lie there is only a layer on the cement and instead of inspiring christmas spirit it inspires falling and tripping.
At Least there might be snow on the ground on christmas :) And thats what counts :)

I may not sound very interesting right now, so if you think so too stop reading, and although you will be missed its okay :)

I keep thinking of the five things that make me gloriously happy :)

#1-My Asian Soap Operas <3 And right now my love is Coffee Prince! an adorable love story about a girl who is mistaken as a boy and is hired to work at a prince cafe by the super attractive boy she loves!!! its full of romance, hilarious moments, and it totally inspires me and makes me dance like a fool, and brings out the favorite kind of me :)

#2-Wrapping presents!!! I love the thrill of being surrounded by completly fabulous and colorful papers, with tangles of ribbon, and bows galor!! plus the amazing thought of the person unwrapping your gift is completly fabulous!

#3-CHRISTMAS BREAK!!! so happy to have 18 days of complete bliss!!! Thank goodness for no school!

#4- my braces are OFFF!!! I feel like a babe and have amazingly fabulous white teeth ^~^ which will be even whiter after I get my white strips for Christmas :) I honestly can't stop smiling or rubbing my tongue over them x)

#5- blogging :) Something that let's me be an idiot and a fool by letting me talk to the masses :) haha lots of love to all!!
HAPPY WEEK OF CHRISTMAS!!!!! •<:)

On my brain

Things on my mind are-
•How much I miss my brother :/
•How much I miss my friends who have gotten distant from me :/
•How much I LOVE fun and confident guys :)
•What amazingly incredible friends I have!! My girls are the best people I know without them life would be a twinkie with no cream in the middle ^~^ <3
•A really real difficult descision that I don't want to make (pout) :/
•How much I love NINTENDO! <3
•The fact that I would marry Mario right Now:)
•How excited I am for a brand new year and brand new choices and people and experiences!!
•a super legit art project I want to start
• and the fact that Christmas is 2 flippen days away!!! Whaaat??? Crazy stuff I know!!! So excited Yo!!!

The end :)

EaT a RaInBoW eVeRyDaY!!

"Eat a rainbow everyday!!!" words i found sketched into an old notebook during a class...words that made me take a second look at them :)it may sound like a weird saying, i mean everyone knows the only way to eat a rainbow is to eat skittles!! :) duh!! ;)but in all honesty these words hit home for me,,,i see it as a challenge a challange to wake up and take in the colors of the world around us and shine them back out even brighter then before by creating smiles on others faces...and for me i do this through my art :) so heres my deep as the ocean thoughts about art and moments in our life created through "EATING A RAINBOW EVERYDAY" :) <3

The Musings of an artists work, of there masterpieces...Every artist in there unstable lifetime gives birth to a moment, if you will. A moment, a glance, a stirring and even a CHANGE.

To the artist in question, this moment is the blood in there bodies, the deepest pieces of there hearts, and the acheing of there souls and minds and bodies.
And in appreciation and mocking of there work, people just get a single moment from an artists entire work. But a moment all the same...a moment that may never be remembered, a moment that could even change there perspective on life or just cause a moment of blissful happiness and inspiration.
"A persons Physcological, emotional and sentimental feelings and thoughts can become attached to a certain artists masterpiece. It can over rule their senses and cause the mind to stimulate chemicals of joy, exhiliration, sadness, pain, courage and love.."-(quote from a piano player i met.)
Each masterpiece or moment, is a possibility that takes place for an hour, a day, even a seconds worth, and is full of smiles, laughs, tears, or exhiliration :) These moments are what change human nature. They cause ordinary to become EXTRAordinary. We as artists can make someone smile for a blissful moment, we can make someone forget there awful pains and sorrows, or we can cause others to reflect on circumstances in a different and more positive light.
This is what as an artist i hope to achieve...i hope to make as many people within sight of my work, happier, and more hopeful. :) Just as Walt Disney, my hero, changed the world by not offering world peace, or negotiating with countries, but by making people smile :) By making childrens dreams come true, by making the imagination not just viewed as a peice of the mind, but as a real tangable peice of art each of us have inside of us.
So shine the colors inside of you, and eat a rainbow each morning, so that you can paint your own picture upon lifes canvas, make a difference, make a change, make a MOMENT...<3

TAKING OVER THE UNIVERSE TIP #3-When you wake up in the morning look for ways to make others lives better, look for oppurtunities to use your personal awesomness to make someone smile :)

Bare feet & stars && happiness <3

It's funny how at 1 in the morning you can have moments that change your life and make you see things...in a......spectacular way!! ^~^ right now im Lyin awake thinkin random happy thoughts, tracing the stars with my fingers :) and do you know what I think, each star is a wish come true and an inspiration to us all to live Tommorrow a little happier and to challenge us to live a little more carefree :) guess what stars,, challenge accepted!!! ^~^
I've made the decision. The decision that everyone has to make some time or another, and it's whether your going to live, or not. It's the decision that draws the line between normal people, and brilliant people :) we can choose to live life in the drivers seat and decide where we are going, how were getting there and what detours were gonna take :) or we can live as the hobo you just passed on the side of the road in Kansas ;) haha but seriously I believe the only difference between influential people and normal people is just their perspective on the world :) and perspective starts in the heart, it's what you make of it and it's who you are :) once you find your perspective, and I mean YOUR, personal ,yours only ,perspective can you change the world one smile at a time and be truly happy :) and right now happiness looks like stars, bare feet, and hot chocolate :) happiness comes in different shapes and colors :) but it all depends on your perspective :)

Take over the universe tip day #2- find things that make you truly smile, :) like a cute owl notebook or a romance movie, it could be a piece of chocolate or a adorable pen, it could even be a panda hat, or a ring :) just find the thing that makes you smile and keep it close :) when we have something that triggers the smile reflex or the "oh it SOOO CUTE!!!!" reflex it helps us to live a little simpler, breathe a little easier and love a little deeper :) right now for me my cute smile factor Is my
DOMO earrings x) love to all!!! Night night!!! And sweet dreams :)

Bright Lights at temple square!!

I have to say, the beginning of Christmas season is always official after I see the lights at temple square :)
And after a long, exhausting and awful day being sick, going with my wards pals was the bomb :) I swear they always cheer me up and make me feel so loved and special :) especially when they hold my hand and fight over whos in my car x) hahaha whenever I feel down I just need to take a dose of my amazing ward :) they make me so hopeful for my future and so happy with my present, they are the kind of friends you know will always be there no matter how much time passes and that's something I cherish :)
Temple square is seriously such a photographers dream around Christmas time!! So I included two of me own pictures :) I think my next post will be of everything I've made with my mad artist skills cuz Christmas time gets me in an artsy mood, but that's Just me :) well it's time for some sleepy time so goodnight for today!!

Take over the universe tip day #1-do what you want to do, go ahead smile at him, tell them how attractive they are, express yourself!! Don't be afraid of being honest to who and what you are, challenge yourself to say at least one thing you usually wouldn't say, go ahead BE BOLD!! :))
P.s. Just came up with the whole universe tip thing,,, kind of like it!!! Maybe it will give everyone something to look forward to everyday :) cuz that's ALWAYS funner :)

Back To Bloggin

Yo, Yo, Yo!!! Im baaaack, wheither you or i like it :) i have to admit i havent been a down deep awesome day by day blogger, buuuuut im going to try again cuz i got to share my smart juices and happy thoughts over the internet for them to be legit X) so here i am on my fourth blog! and happy to be back :)
I have to give a shout out to Britt because she inspired me by her blog, to do my blog again, so britt thanks your a babe!

So i thought i would start with just an intro to myself since this is an intro post....its kinda awkward cuz this little fellow of a post has no point....poor guy ;) sooooo here be my intro!!
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`·..Some call me jennifer others veev :) but me I'm jenni, I love living, i have the greatest family and the hottest friends, my secret pleasure is cars and anything Asian x)
My best friend is the lord, and I am proud to be a member of the church of Jesus Christ of latter day saints, I love this gospel, and know it's true, and I can't wait until I can serve my mission! I'm going to be an amazing artist and become the next walt Disney :) I would kill for a 1971 dodge charger :) im crazy ridiculous, my favorite thing to do is laugh, and I party rock hard xD I stand up for what i believe and i believe in living life to the fullest! I break out in song constantly, dance all the time and I spend hours looking at the stars and sitting on my roof. I read books more than I sleep, i love fashion, sushi, writing, dancing, and i love making random things and 'trash' into art. My ideal date is playing video games x) I'm a great cook and love music. My favorite words are serendipity and possibility :) I'm an adrenaline junkie, and I try EVERYTHING once :) I'm crazy and spontaneous and what can I say I just adore living :)